What's becoming of this life?
where's the good old days i had?
where's that feeling when i needed it?
where's Faith?
where's everything?
what the fuck am i doing?
im doing some meaningless stuffs, over meaningful stuffs.
why did i choose illusion over reality?
lastly,
WHY IS THE HOLIDAYS PACKED WITH EVENTS.
EOY's approaching.
for now, all i can do.
is force myself.
be it at home,
in school,
at tuition,
or in the toilet.
i just gotta do it.
and do it right i will?